blaxie

It shines, It drains, It keeps me alive, It shines on my arm, As I drain my body, It keeps me alive, Untill it’s all gone, It drips, It falls, It stains, It drips down my body, It falls to the ground, It stains the blade that slices my skin, It hurts, It helps, It stops, It hurts but it helps, It stops the nightmare that I live, They shout, They cry, They look away, They shout when they see, They cry when they can’t help, They look away once they give up, For it’s my dad that started this chain, For it’s my dad that made me cry, It’s my dad that used to beat me, It’s my dad that gave me the knife,

My life is a mess, I have no where to go, The people who loved me, Have got up and gone, I hide in the shadows where no one can see, The knife I hold, The blade I love, It cuts into my arm, Where no one can see, The blood that drains, The blood that lives, Will bring me back to those who I love, For if they didn't leave me, For if I weren’t on my own, I would not have taken, This life that was given, My life was a gift, I ripped it away, For those who could not see, My life was a mess, My life was a mess that could not be saved, So do not worry that it was your fault , Yes you may have left me, But i’m the one who left the